This is what i need to be doing right now...

Instead I'm inside freezing my ass off with stiff and sore joints and a low grade fever. All while going through bills, insurance, food stamps, refills, appointment scheduling, etc. I'm so exhausted and sick of feeling this way all.the.time.

Of course life is fairly good. bills are getting paid. i'm not on ivs anymore. no hospital visits lately. Somehow I'm still pissed off about the shit i have to deal with everyday. I'm not ...


hmm doug provided a lovely interlude to my crap day.

i need an assistant. things arent getting done and it's overwhelming.