Mushaboom

( written by Feist )

Helping the kids out of their coats 
But wait the babies haven't been born 
Unpacking the bags and setting up 
And planting lilacs and buttercups 

But in the meantime I've got it hard 
Second floor living without a yard 
It may be years until the day 
My dreams will match up with my pay 

Old dirt road
Knee deep snow 
Watching the fire as we grow old 

I got a man to stick it out 
And make a home from a rented house 
And we'll collect the moments one by one 
I guess that's how the future's done 

How many acres how much light 
Tucked in the woods and out of sight 
Talk to the neighbours and tip my cap 
On a little road barely on the map 

Old dirt road
Knee deep snow 
Watching the fire as we grow old 
Old dirt road
Rambling rose 
Watching the fire as we grow well I'm sold 

dumb bad luck?

today had me from the very beginning. I guess I was in a fog before i woke up.  I just couldn't keep it together and all I could think as i was sitting staring at the no parking sign my car died in front of was "I get the best of the worst".  Because while my car dying on the way to class is pretty ridiculous  the fact that I was lucky enough to make it on to a side road, but not quite far enough to be legal and walk to class, just makes me want to scream. and while I has andrew available to come rescue me he was sick and running a fever and had to come bail my ass for the gazillionth time that even I'm wondering why the fuck he puts up with it.  Not to mention being on time to meet jesse's bus but not having to key to get into her house, ugh (and again andrew rescues me). 

I shouldn't really complain... somehow, in some ass backward way it always works out. Every fucking mess I get myself into somehow ends up for the best. If I could remember this when it's all happening it probably wouldn't freak me out so much.  But I just can't help feeling like my best intentions are being strategically shot down by my arch nemesis. dumb fucking bad luck is what i have. Sara said if it wasn't for bad luck i wouldn't have any at all.... but the bad luck I have in the short term really isn't too effective in stopping me from doing what i need to do. I guess I should just suck it up and learn to relax. 

Tomorrow is another day. Thank god they go by fast nowadays. Maybe I'll get lucky and tomorrow will be boring. 

cheeers!

you cant handle my infinite nature can you?

I made University Honors! I'm so excited this has been something I dreamed of for a while now. To tell you the truth I called to make sure it wasn't a mistake before I got too excited. It's real. It was just a great thing to have happen. 

Now I'm on my way to marshall and Kzoo for our mini brewery tour. First Dark Horse then the hotel then Bell's.  It should be a great night. I'm all dressed and ready to go. I cut my hair and put on makeup - that's how excited I am. 

Finally things are getting good again. Now if i just had a car.....