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I want to write some of my feelings out but there aren't any words for them. I'm not really upset about anything in particular. just everything in general.

I feel crappy i'm bad at taking care of myself. I feel like i never really have any fun. I don't want to be bothered most of the time. I just want to sleep but I cant ever get restful sleep. it's frustrating.

I dont know what to do. i don't know what to say.